Interview with Bad Talk

Hey music people.  I am hella proud to present Bad Talk – a new pop punk band that will blow your mind.  birthed from former Sent By Ravens singer Zach Riner and southern bass legend Jeremy Smith.  I skype-chatted with these two about their new band, punk agendas, being trophy husbands and not getting stuck.  They sent me the demos almost a year ago and I’ve been trying to snag an interview with them ever since.  Enjoy.  JS = Jeremy Smith.  ZR = Zach Riner.  JM = me, duh.

Bad Talk

JM:  hey guys.  thank you for finally doing an interview with me!  feels like months since i first heard the demos – which i love – and have wanted to show you guys to the world.  can you tell me why you’re just now going public?

ZR:  well thank you!

JS:  since we were both in other bands and there was a fair amount of expectation on this new project, we wanted to come out of the gate strong and swingin’…..so we didn’t really want to show up and people be like “ahh….it’s just their first song; their first show – whatever”.  we wanted to come out and kill it.  so we waited till we felt like we could come out swingin’.

ZR:  which we’re only just kinda swingin’ now. haha

JS:  but better now than a year ago when we came up with our first couple songs.

JM:  i dunno.  i would say you buying the time has given you a bigger fan base already.  no?

JS:  yeah it has.

JM:  it’s smart.  you did that on purpose?

ZR:  yes.

JS:  well also, what we did was book a show when we only had 2 songs written – about 3 months out – just to kinda light a fire under our butts.  i thrive in situations where we either embarrass ourselves or pull it off and sound awesome.  it is still undecided which way it’s gonna go.  but, we started practicing a crap load and wrote some rad songs.

ZR:  i need a breath mint.  i don’t wanna kill Jeremy.

JS:  Zach has really bad breath.  that’s on the record.

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JM:  okay.

ZR:  not always!  just right now.  i haven’t had a chance to brush my teeth yet.

JS:  most of the time.

JM:  i brush my teeth all the time.

ZR:  i’ve been really busy preparing for this interview.

JM:  are you nervous?

ZR:  for the interview or the show?

JM:  yeah

ZR:  not the interview; the show: yes.

JM:  k.  well…..look i’m glad we got to interview today, whether you have bad breath or not because Bad Talk has a show tomorrow.  tell me everything about it now.

ZR:  yeah….we’re playing tomorrow Friday February 22 at Snug Harbor in Charlotte.  Doors are at 9:00 with the Rejectioneers and a band called Motel Glory, from Charlotte….or Rock Hill.

Bad Talk poster

JS:  Rejectioneers start at 10:00, then us, then Motel Glory.  be there early because Rejectioneers are amazing.

ZR:  yeah they are.

JS:  all time favorite band.  that’s not true.  but they’re one of my favorite bands.

JM:  hahaha cool.

JS:  yeah….we’re doing our first two shows with them and probably hopefully all of our shows forever.  Snug Harbor’s a rad little club and it’s gonna be a good time.  I’m really excited.

ZR:  i’ve never played guitar at a show before.

JM:  wow!

ZR:  never.

JS:  so he’s out of his comfort zone a little…..

ZR:  i’m nervous….cause i sang in a band for a long time.  but i just sang….so playing guitar….is….uh…i’m gonna be nervous.  i’m gonna have to have lots of drinks.  on you.  you’re gonna have to buy them for me.

JM:  yep.  what’chu drinkin’?

ZR:  i’m not picky.  a hungry dog will eat anything.

JS:  eh!

JM:  eh!

ZR:  eh!

JM:  OK!  as a fresh newborn baby band, can you tell your current and future fans who you are and where you came from?

JS:  we’re a little punk band out of Hartsville, SC…

ZR:  called Bad Talk

JS:  called Bad Talk.  we’ve all been friends for a real long time and realized that we should probably put a band together, so we started writing some songs, hanging out and starting fires.  it all came out of that.  our goal is to put out songs we’re stoked about playing live and put out records we’re stoked about and have a good time.

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ZR:  i agree.  you know Jeremy…..when you say talk and when i say talk it sounds completely different.

JS:  yeah…

ZR:  that’s weird.

JS:  well, Georgia vs. South Carolina accents…

JM:  uh….Zach what are two of your most favorite things in the world?

ZR:  any subject?

JM:  yeah.

ZR:  I love….I love making french press in the mornin’.  and…

JM:  you love Jeremy’s hair.

ZR:  no.

JS:  no….he’s jealous of my hair.

ZR:  well i’m losin’ mine.  it’s stupid!

JS:  hahaha

ZR:  let’s see…..you know those little mints, they’re pink and green and red?  and they have the white sprinkles on the bottom?  they’re melty mints?  those are prolly my favorite thing on planet earth.

JM:  yeah.  those are good.  Jeremy….what are your two most favorite things in the world?

JS:  baseball and…comic books.

ZR:  i shoulda said baseball.

JS:  well, i already did, so….

JM:  cool.  next question:

historically speaking, punk music has frequently (but not always) carried some type of agenda.  does Bad Talk have an agenda?

ZR:  no.  not really.

JS:  i would say anything i contribute lyrically – i’m pretty unimaginative when it comes to it – so it’s gonna be something that’s happened to me, or somebody that i think is super lame and i wanna write a song about ‘em…

ZR:  yeah….well it’s all personal stuff.  that’s what makes it fun.  you know?  you get to write about stuff that you maybe can’t express in some other way.  but as far as a specific agenda – no.  will our songs involve a lot of different areas?  yeah.  family, politics, whatever…..well, we don’t really get into politics that much, cause we don’t really care, so….

JM:  got it, but are you endorsing sex, drugs, rock’n'roll, anarchy?

JS:  hahaha

ZR:  we’re not endorsing them.  we participate, but we don’t endorse them.

JS:   yeah….hahahaha

ZR:  we don’t do drugs.  that’s about it.

JS:  yeah….well, anarchy too i guess.  i mean we’re pretty far away from the whole punk stereotype, i guess.  cause that whole thing’s kinda silly to me.  when it comes to like….you gotta look this way…..dress this way….you know, believe these kinda things.  cause what always happens (i was into bands like this in high school) with these bands is the only people who go to these shows are people that already believe in anarchy or are radical or whatever.  so it’s always just preachin’ to the choir.

JM:  sure….yeah.

JS:  so it’s uninteresting to me.  just singing to a room full of people that already agree with you.

JM:  so then, what is your purpose?

ZR:  to write good songs.

JS:  yeah we just wanna write songs and play and have fun shows.

ZR:  we just wanna write songs that we like.  that’s it.

JM:  so it’s just for your own enjoyment, then?

ZR & JS:  yeah.

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JS:  if other people like it, that’s cool.  but it’s more for us to put out records we’re proud of and play awesome shows.

ZR:  that’s the thing…… i think we both have been in other bands that (speaking for both of us) we enjoyed the music, but it wasn’t “us” particularly 100% writing the music.  you know?  so it was just a different genre, whether it be for Jeremy to just write a bass part or i just wrote lyrics; melody kinda thing.  it wasn’t all of our guts into every song.  so this is what WE want it to sound like.

JM:  right.  and while we’re on that subject, what were your “other bands”?

JS:  Public Radio – i’ve been playing bass for since 2006 (i don’t know if you’ve heard of them)  hahahaha  and i play with whoever will have me for the most part.  and then this jabronie was in some little band….

ZR:  me and JJ both were in a band called Sent By Ravens for about 6 years and it’s done so….

JM:  you miss it?

ZR:  no.  cause i’m playin’ punk rock that i want to play.  i mean, i liked the music that we played, but i listen to this kind of music, so why wouldn’t i play something i enjoy?

JM:  yeah man.  i get that.  i definitely have eaten up the demos.  i love ‘em.  i really do.  have you gotten any other feedback?

JS:  yeah i would say it’s been mostly positive.

ZR:  there’s been people that were fans of Sent By Ravens, so some of them really liked it and some of them didn’t care for it, just because it was completely different.

Zach

JM:  right.

JS:  i think some people want it to sound like the stuff we were involved in before, but it’s just totally different.  and if you don’t like it, that’s totally fine…..we won’t be that hard to ignore if you don’t like us.  but all the feedback has been super positive for the most part.  we’ve been really happy about it.  this is the first time i’ve had my guts really into the music, so if someone gave someone else a bad review on a record that i played on, they’re not like “man that bass part really sucked”.  so for reading all these reviews now, if i read a bad one, i just want to comment under and it be like “yeah, well what does YOUR band sound like?!”  you know?  i’m a little emotionally invested here.

JM:  i see that.  so, what would you argue if someone were to say that punk is dead?

JS:  i started getting into punk rock when i was eleven; that’s when i started wanting to play music in the first place.  and to me, as long as there’s punk bands putting out rad records and there’s bands playing shows – it’s not dead.  that just never really made sense to me.  i guess in the mainstream and the whole fashion movement – you know challenging society and all that – or punk being a huge thing on the radio, yeah that’s dead.  but the fact that it was on the radio in the first place……

ZR:  but it is coming back from underground scenes and things like that…..

JS:  but the past ten years some of my all time favorite punk albums have come out.  it might be under people’s radar, so they’d say it’s dead, but for me it’s the best.  Screeching Weasels put out the best records they ever have – and bands like that.  so yeah…..to me it’s not dead.  and as long as there’s rad punk bands that are playing rad shows, it’s not dead.

JM:  totally, and now that BadTalk has been birthed and is alive on the scene it’s a whole new world.

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JS:  yeah…..we’ll do out part.

JM:  well, what’s happening behind the scenes boys?  you have a show tomorrow.  what are you working on album-wise?  an EP?  a full-length?  what else?  tour?

ZR:  we’re working on a full length right now that we wrote in the past month and a half.  we just got done writing the other 6 songs in our set that we’re gonna play tomorrow night. i got done writing two songs worth of lyrics, finishing them up – last night!  so…

JM:  dang!

JS:  ideally we’re going to record this summer and we’d like to go into the studio with 20 songs and pick the best ones.

ZR:  that’s probably the reason it’s taking so long, cause we feel like we need to have the best product at the beginning.

JM:  that’s really good though…

ZR:  A lot of bands can just go out…..but we’ve been in bands – we know how it works – we’re gonna take our time.  people can wait.

JS:  yeah exactly.  that’s why we went ahead and put those other songs up, so people would at least know.  but we’ve got another show March 9th in Columbia at New Brookland Tavern.  so we’re just getting ready, only playing a few shows a month, not hitting the road crazy hard anytime soon.  but we’re super active.  keep writing and playing gigs.

JM:  do you have tshirts?

JS:  yeah we got tshirts and they are awesome.  you can find them on all of our little social networking websites.

ZR:  we won’t have any CD’s at the show, though…

JM:  what’s a CD?

JS:  yeah exactly.  they’re dead anyway.  we won’t have any cassette tapes either.

JM:  hahaha  too bad.  ok yes…..your track ‘Make it Through’ (which i love) is an anthem of epic proportions.  talk me through it……cause i am all for packing my bags and not being suffocated.  so what’s the story?

ZR:  let me start the story off by telling you what made us write the song.  we were walking back to his house, last year sometime, from the gas station – about 3 blocks from his house – and we’re walking back and this car full of rednecks scream out the window “Go home faggots!”  hahaha….

JS:  ….and we’re like “we’re on our way home” hahaha

ZR:  cause we don’t have big ‘ole loose jeans on or whatever – which is fine.  so it made me think about us living small towns.  most of us came from Hartsville or a small town in Georgia – about the same size – and….

JS:  yeah…..when you grow up in a small town the thing you always run into is people who either love it, or hate it – particularly when you’re in high school you hate it regardless – but you’re just constantly surrounded by people that are complaining non-stop about …..”if i uh….lived in a big city i’d do this…..and you know….”  and i’m always like “why don’t you? why don’t you save up your first month’s rent and go move somewhere?”  i know sometimes there are circumstances that keep you in a place, but 90% of the time no one is locking you up except yourself.

ZR:  the song is about not getting stuck, or not having to get stuck.  i know you know, and everybody else knows those people who go off to college, or they stay there from high school and stay there their whole life or whatever it is…..

JS:  or you get your girlfriend pregnant and start working at Wal-Mart, and that’s totally fine if that’s what you wanna do.  but i know so many people that if they wanted to could move to Charlotte or move to Atlanta so easy, but they’re like “mmmmyeah……” and they have 5,000 excuses.  For me, life’s too short.  and if you hate your job – quit.  if you hate school – …..uh…..i won’t say drop-out….hahaha i mean, i DID!  hahaha

JM:  careful.  careful what advice you’re giving.  hahaha

JS:  ok….not high school.  i dropped out of college and moved to Charlotte to go after music and maybe i’ll regret that when i’m in my 30′s, but right now…..

ZR:  i mean look where we are!  we’re livin’ it up!

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JS:  yeah i’ve had a hell of a ride throughout my 20′s because of leaving, so…..to me the song is about growing up in a small town – it can be awesome or it can feel suffocating – but no one locked the door but yourself – if you’re feeling trapped.

JM:  i feel that.  i always think too that people in those situations – if they have 5,000 excuses they probably don’t really want to leave.

JS:  right, or a lot of times they’re probably gonna do the same thing they do in a small town, in a big city.  i had this friend that all he did was smoke weed and play playstation.  and i ran into him in Columbia last year and i was like “dude!  haven’t seen you in forever!  what’cha been up to?”  and he’s like “ah man….just smokin weed and playin’ XBox”.  that’s somethin’.  but when he was in a smaller town he was like “Aw man….i gotta get outta this town.”  and now that he is, it’s like “what are you even doing?”

ZR:  but you know what?  if that’s what he wants to do….and he’s comfortable in a new place……at least he got out.

JS:  absolutely.  absolutely.  yeah i’m just all about making the most with where you’re at and what you got, you know?

JM:  mmmmhhmmmm

ZR:  i mean….smokin weed and playin xbox – if that’s all you gotta do in life…..there are worse things.

JS:  there are worse things.  hahaha

JM:  yeah but you might not get so far….

JS:  yeah, it’s true.

JM:  ok……next question.  what bands do you compare your sound to?  what are your biggest influences?

JS:  i feel like we all – while it’s in the same ballpark – i feel like we all have pretty different favorite bands.  like we all like the same stuff but everything Jody and i write musically is gonna be very pop punk, traditional pop punk: Ramones, Bottlerocket kinda stuff, and then we also like melodic hardcore punk, like Hot Water Music, old Alkeline Trio and stuff like that…..

ZR:  that’s more of the kind of stuff that influences me….

JS:  so it’s really cool.  i think if we could sound like anything, it’d be like a good middle of the road of that.  like a gritty, poppy skate-punk music.  but you know we’ve been writing a lot, and it’s cool having everybody’s ideas on the table.  but typically if Jody and i write a song we stop and say …..wait…..that’s a Bottlerocket song….crap….

JM:  hahaha

JS:  whenever we come in with an idea we all just flesh it out and go into a practice to figure it out.  it’s the most fun i’ve had writing songs – for sure.  you know we’re not afraid to say “that sucks” or “that works…..let’s add this to it…..” or…..

ZR:  we’re all best buddies, so that helps.

JM:  awww

ZR:  we hang out all the time anyway, so it’s not…..i mean, we’re already hanging out so we may as well be writing songs… hahaha

JS:  most of the time band practice turns into us getting gear out of cars then sitting around, starting a bonfire and then realizing oh…..i guess we need to go home now.  but as far as influence goes i think we’re influenced by those bands i said, and i think you need to sound like someone, but if you sound like a bunch of random bands put together, you won’t sound exactly like anyone else – you know?

JM:  yeah….

JS:  if your two main influences are Gwar and David Bowie – you’re not gonna sound like anybody else…you know?

JM: HA!  yeah.  but isn’t that with every art form?

JS:  that’s true, it’s the whole fake it till you make it.  or people have been talking about it a lot more these days, about “steal like an artist till you can figure out your own thing”….?  steal from an artist you want to be like until you can figure out your own thing.  and you know…..the Ramones started out because they were trying to sound like the Beach Boys, but they couldn’t play their instruments right and they just did it really fast and then that started everything for them.  so, there’s nothing wrong with that….

JM:  i love that.  well, tell me about all your band members.  who’s in Bad Talk?  who are you guys?

JS:  Jody King plays guitar – he’s one of the coolest dudes in the universe.  JJ Leonard who was the guitar player in Sent By Ravens, plays drums and he is a beast and super fun to play with.  I am Jeremy and i play bass.  and sing a little bit – whenever Zach will let me….hahaha

ZR:  and i’m Zach and i play guitar and sing….

JM:  look at you…..first time for everything.

ZR:  yep.  hahaha

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JM:  glad we got that on the record.  how do you two take your coffee and waffles?

ZR & JS:  oh…

JS:  well i take my waffles….here’s a fun little recipe from the kitchen of Bad Talk.  cook up some bacon and put it in the batter….

JM:  come.  on.

JS:  then you have a waffle, injected with bacon and it’s just the greatest thing you’ll ever eat.

ZR:  then cover said waffle with cookie butter…

JM:  uhoh

ZR:  then it melts in the little traps.  uh….

JS:  if you don’t know what cookie butter is, then google it, and you’ll thank us forever.  but yeah, a good chocolate chip, bacon waffle – or a little cookie butter on it, you know – that’s startin’ your day off right.

JM:  and your coffees?

ZR:  i take my coffee cream no sugar.

JS:  i’ve been goin’ black these days.  just because we can never keep half and half in our house.  well…..i never remember to buy it, so i just started drinking it black out of desperation and now i kinda like it.

ZR:  i like half and half in really, really strong coffee.  that’s it.  i don’t like sugar in my coffee though.

JS:  is this amateur hour?

ZR:  i had a friend tell me that half and half pollutes your coffee…..the other day….

JM:  wow…..

ZR:  he’s a little coffee snob.

JM:  strong words.

JS:  you gotta deal with that sometimes in our line of work.

JM:  apparently.  well speaking of your line of work…..everybody knows that music does not make enough money to survive, what else do you do?  what does your non-punk-rocking life look like?  what do you do?  garden?

ZR:  no.

JS:  i think Jody does.

ZR:  he’s got an old swimming pool that he filled in and he grows tomatoes in it.

JS:  i help run a coffee shop…..my wife’s coffee shop, and i play bass with who will have me.  i got a lot of rad people that hit me up on a regular basis.  and JJ works for a uniform rental service. so he’s out there working a big boy job for the first time in his life.  and….

ZR:  i tour manage a few bands and we’re both trophy husbands.

JS:  yeah we’re mostly trophy husbands – me and this guy -

ZR:  instead of saying house husbands, we say trophy husbands, cause that’s basically what we are.

JS:  i mean….we’re both really good looking and we haven’t been formally employed in 5-6 years

JM:  (i am laughing so hard i can’t speak)

JS:  Jody runs a bar called Apple Annie’s, it’s really cool.  so thankfully he can find time to squeeze this little band into his life.  Me & Zach watch a lot of Netflix.

ZR:  we drink beer and get together and write songs.  that’s about all we do.

JS:  about everyday we watch TV, write songs….you know…

ZR:  but wait we clean our houses.  we clean and we cook for our wives sometimes….

JS:  right right….do laundry.

JM:  woah!  you do laundry?!?

JS:  yeah….sometimes hahaha trophy husbands!

ZR:  trophy husband’s a strong word, you gotta know what we do

JM:  Trophy Husband is new territory for me.  i am unaware of such a title.

JS:  we’re pavin’ the way….

ZR:  you see though…..when you don’t bring home much money, you gotta have some kind of work to do….

JS:  we go to the gym a lot.  try to keep ourselves in shape.  can’t get too flabby or we’ll lose our title.  better keep it tight.

JM:  (still laughing)  alright, alright.  you play sports?

ZR:  no….

JS:  we watch baseball a lot.

ZR:  i watch hockey.

JS:  no i’m not very sporty.  my parents bought me a bass when i was eleven….i think mostly so they didn’t have to enroll me in any extracurricular activities.  i skateboarded and started a punk band growing up.  i’ve always enjoyed sports but never been too proficient, you might say.

ZR:  i play golf.

JM:  oh…?

JS:  durr

ZR:  durr

JM:  durr

ZR:  well…..i enjoy it.  you can say whatever you want.

JM:  i won’t.  so guys….how much time and money do you invest into Bad Talk?

ZR:  most of it.  we don’t have very much money, but we have lots of time and we put all of  that into it.

JS:  yeah, it’s the kind of thing where like me and him (Zach) are on a tour, and all the guys are working their butts off to pay the bills, but when we’re back i’d say 90% of our free time goes into Bad Talk.  Money-wise we haven’t put a ton into yet, because we’ve been scheming about making the record….

ZR:  we bought shirts.

JS:  yeah, we did buy shirts.  so financially it hasn’t been a huge investment yet.  we’re trying the get the bank roll going: playin some shows.  but a lot of time though for sure.

JM:  how often do you practice?

JS:  lately twice a week for the past few months.  and at the least once a week.  and if Zach’s gone, than Jody and i will get together and write some stuff.  or try to have once a week where we all work on music.

JM:  i know you said you’re working on a full length, but do you have other goals near or far?

JS:  doing a band like this has been a dream of mine since i was kid.  i think what happens with punk rock a lot is that once people get good at their instruments they don’t like to play it anymore, cause it’s simple, but when you have really good musicians doing it then that’s what the awesome bands are.  because punk rock is so simple, but when it’s done right it’s one of the best music forms – to me.  so for me, it’s been a personal goal of mine for a long time to find guys like this and put out a record that my guts are in.  so the main goal right now is to put out a record; a vinyl.

ZR:  are you gonna come to the show tomorrow?

JM:  duh….

JS: & ZR:  hahaha

JM:  alright guys, last question:  what advice do you have to give to your fans about music, life, love, anything?

ZR:  do what makes you happy, and be smart about it.

JS:  i would say, for the people that are coming that like one of our other bands…..keep an open mind and don’t take it too seriously.  because….if you don’t like what we’re doing, that’s totally fine, but you don’t have to write me a really long email about how you don’t like some of our lyrics or something we said on twitter.

ZR:  because we don’t really care.  and we’ll talk junk right back.

JS:  don’t take it too seriously.  this band’s not a career move, it’s something we’re doing because we just really want to.  so if you don’t like it – that’s fine.  but you don’t have to write us really long emails.

JM:  exactly.  and you already said that your biggest priority is just to make music that you enjoy anyways….so if other people like it – or get it – then sure that’s an added bonus!  if not….

JS:  yeah….if not, then you do NOT have to follow us on facebook.

JM:  you know guys, but i would say too – to the nay sayers and even to those who were huge fans of Sent By Ravens – give it shot.  just give it a shot.  because you never know.  sometimes different is better.

JS & ZR:  yeah!

JM:  well, thanks for your time guys.

ZR:  you’re welcome for our time.

JS:  absolutely.  thank YOU!

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listen to Bad Talk’s demos here

come out to the show tomorrow night: Friday February 22.  Snug Harbor in Charlotte.  Doors at 9:00.  see you there.

xo/jm

Interview with Drake Margolnick of Flagship

I am lucky enough to not only live in a city with a thriving musical community but I’m also lucky enough to actually know most of the brilliant musicians who live here in Charlotte.  Thus is the case with my next interviewees: Flagship.

Having just released their EP ‘Blackbush’ a few weeks back I’ve been trying to nab an interview with the illusive Flagship.  In an ongoing email to Drake Margolnick I alluded that it was becoming increasingly difficult to lasso a rolling stone (his band), and a friend rephrased it; it’s actually impossible to lasso a Flagship.  Truth.

However impossible, the stars did align and I was able to get Drake to answer some of my questions regarding ‘Blackbush’, non-conformity, being goofy and running away.  This is Drake:

If you haven’t listened to their EP yet, it’s more than worth it.  Flecked with scraps from Drake’s old band Flagship Brigade or was it Margolnick?  Then add almost every original member of Campbell the band (shy one or two) and what you get is the new and improved Flagship.  The five songs are beautifully bass-drum heavy with howling, raw vocals.  It’s impossible to not feel this in your guts; impossible to not want to dance, or yell, or sing, or howl.  Join in.

JM:  Hey Drake.  Glad I could finally get some answers out of you.  You’re a tough one to get ahold of.

DM:  Yeah.  I know.  I’m so sorry, Jessie.  I’m not very good at this.

JM:  I forgive you.  Obviously I have some questions for you about your new EP ‘Blackbush’.  What exactly is Blackbush anyways?

DM:  It originally came from googling photos of George Bush with black skin.  That’s how it started and then it went through a few phases.  I’m blanking though.  I guess it ended up being this thing that just pumped us up and made us feel like a team.  That’s it really.

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JM:  Oh.  Haha!  Well…..the EP‘s been out for a few weeks now .  What kind of feedback have you been getting?

DM:  Feedback’s all been really positive – a lot of good opportunities are already coming in for us since the release.  There’s a guy interested in doing our LP and maybe another guy too.  Ben Allen who’s done Animal Collective and Beach House is wanting to help out on the full length, which is amazing.  You know, there’s not much negative feedback, but who knows what people are saying?  Haha….no one comes up and says “Man I really don’t like your record.”  You know?

JM:  Yeah….maybe that was a silly question.  Regardless it’s gotta feel good.

DM:  Oh man yeah it’s great!  This is really a season of confirmation for me.  I’ve been working at this for a long time and people have asked me over the years if I’m ever just gonna give up.  But with the success of this right now, it’s really a weight off my shoulders.

JM:  I bet.  So, who recorded/produced ‘Blackbush’?

DM:  Our friend named Tate co-produced Blackush with us.  Will Brierre mixed it – and he did such a good job.

JM:  Yeah, it sounds great.  Really.  In the track Backseat, there seems to be a bit of running away.  Tell me, did you already run away and from what?  Or are there future plans to run?

DM:  haha!  Well, it’s loaded, you know?  Different meanings on different days and everyone in the band interprets it differently too.  The main idea is running away because you can.  I think people find ways to tie themselves down but I guess the main idea is – I was just thinking about this yesterday – that there are so many things to join and become apart of but it’s so easy to get stuck.  Come back to what’s real and ……gosh I’m not a philosopher…..I don’t know how to say theses things.  Backseat – I definitely had a way I wanted to say this – I want to remember.  Ok…..it’s about freedom.  Yeah, and loving the good things…..and dancing.  And it’s just about the sound….(singing) run, run, run……you know?

I ran away.  I didn’t go to college.  For me the main point is non-conformity.  Did that make any sense?

JM:  hahaha yeah…..sort of.  I think I get what you’re trying to say.  I won’t make you go into it anymore than that.  I remember when you did ‘The Fool’ years ago and thought “Gah, that’s a great song”.  I’m really glad it’s on this EP.

DM:  Yeah.

JM:  And I like it’s form now – cause it’s real different.

DM:  It changed a lot.

JM:  Can you describe the journey?  Not just that song, but you and Campbell and how did all of you guys get to where you are now?

DM:  Ok.  Well, it’s crazy.  It’s a long answer.

JM:  That’s ok.

DM:  The old Flagship was awesome, but it just wasn’t “the one” to stand the test of time, you know.  But we had a good run.  And then that dissolved and there were pretty much two transitional bands until I just finally said: Flagship’s over.  And it was a weird time for me.  Then I started hanging out with the Campbell boys – they asked me to play bass at a kid’s camp.  They asked me at Dharma, of all places.  haha.  It was just a funny thing.  So I said “Sure…it’s good money”.  But it ended up being a really great experience.  I kind of don’t wanna get super spiritual, but I got reconnected with…..you know, God…..the Lord.  It was really cool, we all had a similar experience there.  The whole time we were at the camp the gear was always set up on stage and so at night when the kids were in their cabins – we’d just stay in there and write songs together and jam.

JM:  That sounds like fun.

DM:  It was a really great time and it was the first time that I had been doing it again (playing music) after a long time of not doing any music at all.

JM:  Right.

DM:  And it just felt great.

JM:  When was this…..kid’s camp?

DM:  I think it was last summer….?  It feels like it’s been way longer.  But I mean before that I had my EP (Taylorsville). I only did that because I figured well I gotta do something!  So after that camp we went to Cornerstone.  Campbell had shows there and I went with them and they ended up backing me up as Margolnick (my solo thing).  And it was just so much fun.  Two bands running around – it was fun.  During this time Grant and I got really close and we decided “we gotta record some of this – what’s happening?”  We made it back to Charlotte, then went to Faith, NC and tracked what we thought might become an EP but it never got released.  It kind of jump started the whole thing.  And we thought, we need a name – cause we’re gonna be a band.  We decided on the T Rooks – which was the worst name of all time.

JM:  The what?

DM:  The T Rooks

JM: (giggle)

DM:  That was our name for a whole week.

JM:  I never knew that.

DM:  And one morning I woke up and I was like Oh my god, this is worst name, ever.  So we switched back to Flagship.  Then I was talking to this guy named Sam – who’s now our manager.  Errr…..he co-manages us with RH.  And Sam showed a guy named Braden Merrick our EP that we were gonna do, and he really liked it.  He’s the one who put The Killer’s together – kinda managed them at the beginning.  So he’s really just a cool guy.  So they came and we played a showcase for them at EB’s and then three months later after a lot of negotiations we signed with them.  And now everything’s great!

JM:  Cool.

DM:  It’s like the best label I’ve ever heard of. (Bright Antenna)  They just let us do our thing and they have good ideas so….yeah.  They’re great.

JM:  So back to Campbell for a second…..they were all cool with making the transition into becoming Flagship?

DM:  I think Matt was kinda tired of being the lead guy and….

JM:  Really?

DM:  I mean part of him loves it, but he was super awesome about making the transition and all.  It’s just….we couldn’t plan it like this – I don’t know, just thinking about it I’m getting stoked cause it’s just a great group of guys.  Yeah.

JM:  So you’ve had two tours in the last two months.  That’s crazy.  What’s life on the road like?  What is your highest point you’ve ever had, what’s your lowest point?

DM:  Well it’s been awesome.  The tour with The Wombats and The Static Jacks was our first tour – my first real tour being in my position – ever.  And it was awesome.  It was sold out most of the time and at first you could tell that we were not used to it, and the crowds were not responding to us.  And then I think it was at our last semi-bad show which was at Webster Hall, which man, I wish we really would have killed it, you know?  It wasn’t completely unbearable, but our confidence just wasn’t there….mostly for me.  So our manager RH said “I think you’re only giving 50%”.  And that just bugged me.  So for the next show I killed it and it felt really good.  I don’t think we’ve had a bad show since and I feel like that was a huge changing point for me.  So I’d say that was a high point for me; learning how to be really comfortable in my skin on stage…..just being goofy.

JM:  Right.

DM:  Cause people wanna smile and have a good time at the end of the day, and if you can do that for them, then they’ll allow a little bit of seriousness.  So I just go out there and try and connect with them at first and just try and have a good time.  So by the end of the set we can play a really serious song – like The Fool – and it can go there.  It can get serious.

JM:  I think people wanna relate, like if I was gonna relate to the band on stage I’d wanna feel like I wasn’t being looked down on, or feel like I was less than them somehow.  People like you and I have been on both sides, you know?  And I know what I appreciate when watching a band, it’s when they look you in the eyes and I’m convinced they’re having the time of their life.

DM:  Totally.

JM:  When they can genuinely say “Thanks for being here.  We’re having so much fun tonight!”  Opposed to the guy who’s a total jerk onstage to all these people; his fans who came to see him but he’s too preoccupied because he’s having technical sound issues or something.  He’s all angry and he looks like he’d rather be in bed at home.  You know?  I hate that.

DM:  I’ve been both of those guys.

JM:  Uh oh.

DM:  But I can say I’m happy to be the other guy now.  The happy guy.  Honestly.

JM:  I mean cause I don’t wanna come see the pissy guy.  I just paid money to come watch you play and I don’t want you to look like you hate me while you’re on stage.  No one wants to watch a performance of someone who looks like they’re miserable.

DM:  Totally.  I definitely agree.  Man, I know that’s how I was.  I was so serious for so many years because I thought that’s what you did.  Like you get up on stage and you’re like “Uhhh…..”  I don’t know it was a weird thing.  But when it finally broke off me, I just realized that I want to have a lot of fun and just dance, and be a goofy guy.  I’ve kind of felt this weird pressure to be cool on stage and really try and look like….

JM:  What’s that look like?  ”Cool”?

DM:  I don’t know.

JM:  hahaha

DM:  I just prefer to be a weirdo.  Just have fun.

JM:  Heck yeah.

DM:  That’s my high point then – when I finally felt the freedom to just be a weirdo.  Cause I’d rather see smiles on people’s faces than question marks.  Yeah, that’s the high point.  The lowest point on tour would have to be something that just happened on this most recent tour with a tour manager I had a conflict with.  Growing up in high school, or well……even just two years ago I was a really confrontational person, and it’s something I’ve tried to put to sleep, you know?  I don’t enjoy the competition anymore.  It’s negative.  So that was a low point on this last tour where I had to confront someone.

JM:  Ahh….ok.

DM:  I hope that’s not too honest.  hahaha

JM:  No, it’s cool.  Next question though.  What does your writing process look like?  Do you work with all the band members together or individually?  Are you the chief?

DM:  I dunno.  I think there are some unspoken things.  It’s a huge mutual respect thing.  It’s the first time I’ve been in a group of guys that I can trust and I know that 99.9% of what they do is going to be great.

JM:  Wow.  I bet that’s reassuring.

DM:  It’s really stress-free, the writing process.  Almost to the point where I don’t enjoy writing by myself anymore.  Which is great.  I think it’s what I’ve always wanted but really I was afraid to find, cause….

JM:  Cause you couldn’t trust other people with your stuff?

DM:  Totally.

JM:  And cause you don’t like confrontation? (smirk)

DM:  Totally.  All of that.  But this is the first situation that I feel like we’ve all experienced where everyone is exactly where they’re supposed to be, doing their job, and they’re just killing it.  So I can’t wait to write.  We’re actually going to Boone on Monday or Tuesday for a week – to write.

JM:  What’s in Boone?

DM:  RH has a cabin up there.  So we’re gonna get away and have some good times.  I don’t know if that answered the question?

JM:  It did.  Thanks.  How do you take your coffee and waffles?

DM:  (giggle) Coffee sometimes I like it black, sometimes cream and sugar, sometimes I like lattes – I really just like caffeine.  I take it how it comes, ok?

JM:  Ok.

DM:  Waffles are also varied.  If I’m being health conscious on a given day, I won’t put butter on my waffle.  But usually I just put a lot of butter, and a lot of syrup.

JM:  A lot of butter.  A lot of syrup.  K.  So you just told me you guys are going to Boone next week.  What’s next for Flagship?  Are you working on a full length or what?

DM:  Yes.  I wanna do like a 12 or 13 song LP, like records in the 90′s used to be super long like that.  Or maybe there’s still people doing that.  But yeah…..that’s what I’m thinking about.

JM:  Which record from the 90′s specifically are you thinking of?

DM:  A Third Eye Blind record.  They were my jam.  Actually, I just listened to them yesterday.

JM:  Ok.

DM:  Not that I would ever like to sound like that.  haha

JM:  Of course not.  On that note, what are your thoughts on labels and main stream music?  I mean, you are signed so….

DM:  I’m not against labels at all.  A label is just a label.  The guys we signed with are a group of people who just love music and are willing to put the blood, sweat and tears into it to drive people crazy until they put it on the radio.  It’s really just a big team.  So I feel great about that.  If artists had to do it all, then….well some people can, but that’s just not for me.  I know I can’t do it all.  It’s not the drive I’m lacking it’s more the mind for it.

JM:  Yeah it’s so much work.

DM:  Mainstream music – I love music.  This is a recent thing for me, but if I can tell it’s someone’s honest expression, even if it’s not my style, but if I just feel like this person’s being real with me, then I’m all about it.  You know?  But there are a lot of fakers in all the genres, it’s just not my job to point out who that is.  So that’s that.

JM:  I like that answer.  Tell me this…..if you were an animal, what animal would you be?

DM:  I dunno.  I love wolves.  I’m reading The Call of the Wild right now.  He’s not a wolf, but I love wolves.

JM:  Jack London.

DM:  Yeah.  It’s good.

JM:  Drake, what advice would you give regarding life and/or love?

DM:  hmmm.  I would be the last person to give anyone advice on either one of those things honestly.

JM:  For the sake of the question, have you nothing to say?  If someone were to ask you for advice, you literally don’t have anything to say?

DM:  No, I do…..for sure.  Whether it’s good advice, I’m not sure.  But with life: search for good community and be positive.  When negative thoughts come in and you start to feel like shit, you gotta push it away.  I feel like that’s the best thing to do.  It sounds simple, but it can be really hard.  Positivity is the best way to go.  When you choose to be positive, you can find yourself in good situations.  What you set your mind on and what you focus on is what you get.  So I set my mind on big stages and happy things and that’s it.  And then love (sigh) I dunno.  ’Cause I thought I knew what that was, and I still feel like I know what it is for me.  But it doesn’t matter really.

JM:  No?

DM:  Right now for me, it just doesn’t.  It’s just not even there.  It’s not apart of my life.  It’s like random thoughts.  That’s about it.

JM:  Ok.  Well that was my last question.  Thank you so much.  Do you have any parting words?

DM:  Thank you, Jessie.

JM:  Thank YOU Drake.

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Interview with Ryan Alexander of Civilian

Dang, I am so excited to introduce to my blog a new feature where I get to promote bands and music I believe in.  To kick off the series, I was lucky enough to grab an interview with Civilian‘s own Ryan Alexander.  In between writing poetic and politically charged rock and roll, Ryan also records and produces for other bands and musicians.

Civilian is getting ready to tour the pants off their brand new full-lenth release ‘Should This Noose Unloosen’ up & down the east coast.  I’m not sure how I got this privilege, but Ryan sent me the new record last week and I can’t stop listening to it.  Both catchy and thought-provoking, ‘Should This Noose Unloosen’ drives with heavy guitar riffs and convicting vocals that instantly suck you into the passion and poignancy.

But don’t take my word for it (or you can if you want).  Check out our convo below, watch the video, then go download the album for yourself.  Taste and see – that the rock and roll is good. I promise, you won’t be disappointed.

JM: Hey Ryan.  I’m excited to be interviewing you and talking about your band’s new record ‘Should This Noose Unloosen’.  How excited are you?

RA: I am probably more excited to do this than I have been to do almost any interview in the past.  Reason being, most interviewers want me to type the responses so that they don’t have to transcribe them later.  I am also excited about this because I got to read the questions ahead of time. Most of the time I find myself answering with a million “umm’s” or by lying.

JM: Well we don’t want you lying, Ryan.  Glad to hear you’re excited.  I am too!   Thanks for sending me the record ahead of time.  I am already a BIG fan.  Seriously.  After listening to ‘Should This Noose Unloosen‘, I’m curious as to who some of your biggest influences are; musically and in general?

RA: Good question, m’lady.  Musically…. If there were to be an ultimate Invincible Musical Robot, then I am sure that he would be constructed with the…

Mind of David Bazan

The Musicality of Patrick Watson

The Satire of Randy Newman

The Innovation of Jack White

And the timeless discontent of Minor Threat

O, and I LOVE No Knife.  “Fire In the City of Automatons” is probably my favorite record of all time.

JM: Nice.  That’d be some kind of robot.  How old were you when you first realized you had 2 first names?

RA:  Actually, I have 3 first names, ipso facto.  I was in a bar the other night, about a week ago, and the bartender came back over and said, “Just so you know, I gave you a discount. Please don’t murder me.”  And I had no idea what that meant.  So I just turned my head to the left – the kind of turn that a dog’s head makes when some neighborhood kid won’t stop ringing the doorbell, or when the TV makes a high pitched ringing.  He said, “Dude.  You have three first names.”  And I said, “Yes.”  He said, “Just like all the famous murderers.”

I later found out, he was only half right.  The murderers (actually, they are noted as “political assassins”) are guys that typically had three names.  Such as, Lee Harvey Oswald, James Earl Ray, and John Wilkes Booth. He was only half right because the asssassins went by three names, not their first names.  Needless to say, I am going to start going by three names.  It makes living in downtown far more affordable.  And, I like the tension.

JM:  Are you going to murder me after this interview?

RA:  Who knows?  Depends how fast I can change my facebook info.  It needs to be official.  Facebook name changes are legally binding right?

JM:  Probably……?  Well, now that everyone is officially scared, can we move on?

RA:  I think it’s “safe” to say we can move on.  But who knows.  I may snap.

JM:  I’ll talk fast….  Hearing a musician use words like “caustic”, “sanguine psychology”, “dichotomy” and “paleolithical” makes me question if your day job is being a college professor.

RA:  I love words.  And I love education.  And I love enlightenment.  Songs have the potential to be both educational and enlightening if the writer chooses to orient themselves in a way that aims to communicate or uncover something that is hidden or undiscovered by most.  That said, I hated college so, I quit.

JM:   What did you study while you were there?

RA:  And I hated high school, so I didn’t try.  Unless trying meant that I wouldn’t be grounded.

I wanted to study Engligh.  hahahaha. the best typo ever.

JM:  I can see why you dropped out.

RA:  I feel like choosing words is my favorite part of writing.  Paleolithical isn’t an actual word, if I am correct.  I wanted to use the word really bad, so I figured I would make it work by adding -al to the end (of Paleolithic). I wanted a word that expansively encompassed the entire era of cavemen.  You know, because I really wanted to.

JM:   That’s brave

RA: I also use the phrase “ever’gain” on Bottom Dollar.  I don’t know why I wrote it that way, but it seemed like the perfect word at the time.  It didn’t occur to me until after everything was recorded that I used a phrase that doesn’t exist.  I used it to combine Ever and Again.  I like words.

JM:  Gosh…..me too.

RA:  I heard it said once that words create worlds.

JM:  If words were an island, I’d probably live there.

RA: Words Create Worlds.  Capitol: Crazytown.   Population: Me.

JM: But you’re a man – not an island, right?

RA:  Right.  Most of the time.

JM:  Have you ever seen that movie ‘About A Boy?’

RA: Yes

JM: I love the moment when Hugh Grant realizes he needs to be needed, and that being an island is a pretty lonely concept after all.

RA:  My favorite song is from that movie…”Silent Sigh” by Badly Drawn Boy

JM:  I love that movie, and BDB.

Ok, Ryan.  I got a heavy hitter for you, son.  Can you tell me about James Kent?

RA:  James Darryl Kent.  He was the guy that was around when my life completely changed.  Before him, I was fine.   My life was really easy.  And convenient.  He was a 50 year old guy that was a crack addict that had been an addict since his 20′s.  It held him up.  It made him burn bridges with everything he loved.  It demanded his life.  And he handed it over.  And he lived on the streets for over 25 years of his life.  Sleeping where he pissed.  You know, a real life homeless guy.

And one day, I knew I had to do something about it.  I had to help him.  I couldn’t pass him on the off-ramp one more time.  I had never talked to a homeless person really.  Never had a need to.  I didn’t even really understand the gravity of “homeless”.  I just thought it meant a person who was dying to get in a home and get their life straight.  Turns out, that even people with homes and beds and showers are homeless.

JM:  So true….

RA:  And so James Kent (Darryl) became best friends with me and my best friend/ roommate, Bobby Denison.  We did everything together for a few years.  Darryl, to Bobby and I, represented the hope that anything could change and that all of creation is livable.  And for years he had a home.  He was a struggling addict.  He was a relapser.  He was a saint.  He fed the homeless. He was a good employee.  He failed drug tests.  He was a Christian.  He was agnostic.  He was everyhting I was, except, he was comfortable with himself to not lie about how messed up he was.

And after years of living together – living my life with him – sharing everything, he asked me and Bobby to go drop him off on the corner of Broward Blvd and 95.  He was out.  He couldn’t do it.  We literally sat there in a Burger King for hours and cried and begged him to keep trying.  We told him that no matter what, he was our brother.  That no matter what we would love him for our whole lives.  And so we ate our last meal together at Burger King.  And then we dropped him off.  And he walked away wearing all of the clothes we gave to him that were ours.  His shoes were our shoes.  And he walked back under that bridge and I didn’t see him again.

A few months later, another homeless guy (Tommy) that also had moved into our house; after relapsing, came back to our house one day with the newspaper and told me to look at it.  It said that a guy described to look exactly like Darryl had walked in front of the train.  And that was that.

JM:  Oh God, Ryan…

RA:  He got a mention in the newspaper.  But he died alone.  And then he had a funeral, and me and Bobby went.  Not a tear was shed by a single person because no one knew anything about him.  He died an addict to them.  A fuck up.  Not an overcomer – which he was.  Not the sweetest person I’ve ever met – which he was.  He died with a stigma.  Not with dignity.  And no one had anything to share about him becuase no one ever called him back.  No one had any stories because they didn’t know where he lived.  And when I walked out of the funeral home, I started wandering.

JM:  You wrote a song about Darryl….a powerful, sad song.

RA:  Yeah

JM:  A beautiful song about a man who was your friend.   I personally feel convicted after hearing this song.

RA:  Well, the irony is that he died alone, for the most part his life was plagued with anonymity. No one knew him.  He didn’t know how to be known.  But I feel like by writing this song, he will have more of a legacy than I will.

JM:  I think we as humans are capable of giving much more than we realize. You and Bobby were a light, a glimmer, if even for a moment in his life.  I hate it ended the way it did.  I hate addiction and I hate that you lost a friend.  But I do love the song and I am certain he will have a legacy because of it……because of you.

RA:   I feel like people hear and they don’t think, “what a well written song”.  They think, “that Darryl guy must have been incredible.”  The power of the story outshines the brash words it was written with.   I really like the first line.  ”James Kent, son of a bitch.”  It really sums up how I feel about him.  I love him and he is forever endeared,  but at the same, I hate him.

JM:  Sometimes strong words are all that will suffice to convey true feelings.  That and/or a strong drink.

RA:  Both work. I had the first line in my head for years.  It wasn’t until recenty that I got the courage to start his song with it.  I feel like that song represents the capacity to which I can care about and love someone.  It’s the most emotion I have ever put out there in anything I’ve done.  It really is a bi-polar song.  And I like that.

JM:   It’s wild how the one’s we love the most can evoke an equally strong hatred at times.

RA:  Yeah.  It definitely consumed me.

JM:  Wow.  Thanks for sharing.  That is such a powerful story, and an undeniably incredible song.

There’s no good way to segue out of that story.  But when in a pinch I try and choose humor.  Here goes.  So….are you like 7 feet tall?  Do you have to shop at special tall people stores?

RA:  I am not 7′.  Unfortunately.  I am 6″3″.

JM:  Close enough

RA:  And I have terribkle posture.  And spelling.

JM:  You should work on that.

RA:  I have always been tall.  And skinny.  The tall thing is cool because I can always see the band that’s playing.  The downside is that I feel bad standing anywhere except the back because the shortest girl in the room always finds her way behind me.

JM:  You should just offer to pick her up and put her on your shoulders (I have often been that girl).   Anyways….  next question?

RA:   Moving on

JM:  So, are you the main writer for Civilian, or do you collaborate with the rest of the band?

RA: I write the lyrics and basic song structures.  Anything after that, the band does.  They basically make it sound like us.  They are the real talent behind the sound.  And I mean that.  They each have a really unique way that they approach their instruments.  None of them play their instruments the way other people play it.

JM:  Who are they?

RA:  Alex Bennett plays guitar and sings.  Nick Nardone plays bass, and can fix/ build/ destroy anything.  And Nash Nardone plays drums.  Together, the three of them make up the core of the sound of the band.  I am lucky enough to get to be the voice.

JM:  Awesome.  Sounds like you guys are tight.   I hear you guys are headed out on tour soon.  Can you tell me 5 things you love about touring and 5 things you hate?

RA:  5 Things I love (about touring).  1.  I love playing in front of unimpressed people.  2.  I love being suprised by good shows.  3.  I love yelling at strangers, when I’m singing.  4.  As a band, we play disc golf in almost every city we stop in.  We have played SOO many awesome courses.  We played the national PDGA championship course in Knoxville, TN and it was one of the nicest places I have ever seen.  5.  I love being in a new place.  I love the mystery of being completely lost and and trying to make up something fun to do with my spare time.

What I hate (about touring): 1.  Anytime we have to stay somewhere that a cat (or several cats) is also staying.  I am allergic to them and it’s not to want to drown them (the cats).  2.  I hate loading a trailer after a show.  3.  I hate asking the promotor for money.  I hate anything that deals with money, period.  Asking someone who doesn’t want to pay you how much they are going to pay you is the worst.  4.  I hate selling merch.  It’s awkward and I feel like a gypsy.  5.  I hate when bands don’t watch other bands. The reason your band sucks is because you think you are better than every band you play with.
JM:  Ah that’s a good one.  I hate when other bands don’t watch too.  I think it’s super rude and cocky.  Anyways, here’s a good one, Ryan… If you were to animorph into any creature on midsummer’s eve, what would it be?
RA:  I would probably become a panturtle.  A panturtle is hybrid animal.  The only known and discovered species around the world are the Pan(ther)Turtle and the Pan(da)Turtle.  they also happen to be tattooed onto my body.
JM:  What are it’s powers?  Aren’t turtles kinda slow?

RA:   They are known for being incredible defenders and incredible offenders.

JM:  Ok.

RA:  Well the PandaTurtle.  Is the size of a bear with a turtle shell.  It’s not only strong spirited, but is also believed to be the only animal in the world that doesn’t feel bad about eating children.  And the PantherTurtle…well he is as mean as a honey badger,  as misunderstood as a great white, as ferocious as a …panther and as loveable as a baby monkey.  It is the size of a baby monkey.

JM:  Sounds like you’ve thought about this before.  Glad I asked.  Where are these futuristic mythological hybrid’s tattooed on you?

RA:  I wanted to get a panturtle tattoo so bad at the time, but my girlfriend wouldn’t let me.  She then dumped me.  I got them tattooed above my knees.

JM:  You gotta live your dreams and be who you are, eh?

RA:  (on my legs)

JM:  Thanks for the clarification.

RA:  No room for confusion.

JM:  I’m sure they give you super powers?

RA:   I feel like they do.  My friend Nate asked me to leave them at home when we went to play basketball a few weeks ago.  He was terrified of defending them.

JM:  Ok.  Next quesh……everyone knows it’s close to impossible for music to pay all your bills.  Do you have a day job?  If you weren’t playing music, what would fill your time?

RA:  It is impossible.  I basically have to choose which bill to not pay every month.

JM:  Oh shoot!

RA:  I have a pretty solid rotation.

JM:  That sucks.

RA:  I do have a day job.  I have had a bunch. I get let go from most of them because I never am around enough to work.  Currently, I have been producing bands for the last year. That’s what I love to do.

JM:  That’s good.

RA:  I actually hate saying that I “produce” bands.

JM:  Why?

RA:  I think it’s more appropriate to say that I record them and help them acknowledge what they are really good at and show them how they can do those things again and better.  The idea of being a “producer” has an ego attached to it that I don’t understand.  I just say, I record bands.

JM:  You’re an encourager and you hit buttons…..?

RA:   Yes.  Other jobs I have had… Shipping and packaging for Rifle Paper Co., Art direction for a music video, data entry.  I want to get an internship with a carpenter. I feel like I would be good at building one off furniture.  I love details.  Can you make this happen?  I also like taking my time.

JM:  I’ll see what I can do about the carpentry internship.  I’d love to get an internship with a clothing designer.  Just to learn how to make my own clothes.

RA:  Like a hippie?

JM:  No.   Like a fashion designer.

RA:  That would be awesome.  I have friends that are studying that.  I just tell them to try it for a few years, every day, and they will be able to do it.

JM:  But I’d just want to make cool clothes for myself, my kids, my friends.  you know…

RA:  Your hippie friends?

JM:  I only have one hippie friend and she’s more “Boho” than hippie.  so….back to you, How do you take your coffee and waffles?

RA:  Coffee black.  Preference: Intelligentsia, Agua Preta.  Pour-over method.

JM:  Come on.  Intelligentsia is…..like no other.

RA:  Or their Honey Badger based traditional Cap., that is the best thing ever.  You ever had Blue Bottle?   Or Stumptown’s Hairbender?

JM:  No

RA:  Awesome espresso.  Waffles… I like Ego Buttermilk.  I like to toast 4 of them.  Then put a little bit of butter on them,  then fold them in half and eat them like 4 little tacos.

JM:  No syrup?

RA:  Barely any, if any at all.

JM:  Alright alright.  Sounds nice – enough.

RA:   It’s the reason I am going to have a heart attack.  It better sound nice.  And it better taste better than nice.

JM:  No heart attacks.  You have a tour coming up!!!

RA:  hahahahah!!!!!!  Yes!!  And like every tour, dates are falling through, BUT….This is going to be our album release tour.  And we are going on tour with some of our best friends and Fort Lauderdale cohorts, The Goddamn’ Hustle.

JM:  Yeah stay positive….and on that note I have another question:  With so many bands on the radar and so many of them making powerful music, what would you say makes Civilian stand out?  What do you hope people “get” when they listen to your songs?

RA:  The thing that makes Civilian stand out is how much we care about what we do.  We don’t have a label.  We don’t write hits.  We try to do what we want to do in order to connect us with people that are going where we are trying to go.  We want to make music that helps people 1.) dance a little 2.) get upset 3.) see the light and life in everything.

JM:  That’s touching.

RA:  We want to say what everyone has been thinking, but everyone is struggling to say.

JM:  I really love the song “I Get What I Want”.  Can you tell me about it?

RA:   I can.  First off, the lyric ”I get what I want”….. it’s really disgusting.  If you think about it.  It’s a matter of fact to the person saying it.  ”I get what I want from you” is awful.  It comes from probably the darkest place.  So, the song’s written from the perspective of the Oppressor.

JM:  Ok, I’m tracking…

RA:  It’s this guy reminding his crew that they would starve without him, so they need to fall in line with what’s asked of them.  And then I turn it on the audience… ”You see, everybody’s acting like they built us an ark….” It’s like saying, they think they saved you.  But you aren’t safe.  They think they rescued you, but you aren’t living.  Examine what people are telling you about yourself becuase it isn’t true.  And the second half is regarding the murdering of people we don’t like and how fucked up it is that we actually let each other feel like good people for being the cosmic gatekeepers between self interest and justice.  I like the phrase “towelsnapping” in the song because I think it sums up what we do as people who have no clue what damage our decisons have on everyone else.  It’s an illusion to picking on the easy target, fat kid after P.E.

JM:   I hate bullying.

RA:  That song came from my guts.

JM:  I can tell.  Seriously.  So, what’s next for Civilian?

RA:  I don’t know.  I know what I want to see.  I want to tour every day this year that I can.  That’s really what we love doing.  Of course we want to do art well, as in record good music, but we also want to love people well, and be apart of the national community as a whole. Touring affords us the chance to meet people all over the country and let’s us hear their ideas.  I feel it is part of what makes us relatable to people in limbo on things…

JM:  And isn’t pretty much everyone in limbo with something in their life?

RA:  The fact that we hear a lot of different ideas from a lot of different places.  The music is an outlet that I hope allows people to feel less alone in asking tough questions about love, race, religion, sex, capitalism, nationalism and purpose.  And maybe some more things I am forgetting about.  I just want to write more now.  And better.

JM:  I can’t speak for everyone, but it’s been successful here, for me.  (The music that is).

RA:  I hope to be a writer that is intentional with every opportunity for communication.  Thanks for asking me questions.  I forget a lot about what I care about.  This reminds me.

JM:   Glad I could help!  I think we get reminded by telling ourselves, actually.  I learn more about life/myself when I write.

RA:  In the insanity of making a record – writing, recording, designing, printing, paying for it all, etc. – it’s easy to wonder why in the world you signed up for this.

JM:  I bet.  It’s a hell of a lot of work and sacrifice.  Glad for your efforts though and the art you guys make in Civilian.  And yeah, thank you so much for your time!

RA:  :)

Fin.

good lord, these lyrics struck my heart like a match.  here is an excerpt from ‘Heaven’ written by Ryan Alexander and Civilian.

Nothing happens the way that it’s supposed to

Love doesn’t care if you want to, it’s going to move you

So lean in because I want to breathe what you’re breathing

I want to see my reflection, Lovely and Haunting

Then I opened up my mouth 

And Lazarus came marching out

Upon the tongue of a once dead man

That now is damned to love again

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